Wani taktau apa yg farez fikir. Wani cuba nak berbaik you refused to do it. You asked me to forget about you. I dont know what is your problems. I asked you let it all out. I ask you to tell me what is in your heart but u dont want to do it. You said let bygone be bygone. You said that youre already have someone else when I asked you to say it and yes you said it finally. Then suddenly you get mad on me and i'm getting confuse. I've wasted my time so much for you. Awak jahat sangat farez. Sangat jahat. Awak datang n pergi dari hidup wani ending dia awak buat mcm ni dkt wani. Wani tahu awak marah kat wani tp taktau pasal apa kenapa semua.

     Okay wani macam rasa farez stalk twitter wani wani rasa farez nampak apa yg wani tweet pasal farez. Okay malam yg kita gaduh tu thats not what I really want to say. Apa yg sebenarnya wani nak cakap ada kat post bawah ni ha. Itu yg jujur wani nak cakap tp malam tu mula2 kita okay lagi conversation then lama2 it seems like we want to fight. Okay wani ngaku wani ckp mcm2 kat farez malam tu tp tu semua bkn wani yg nak ckp. Wani ckp mcm tu sbb wani marah wani sakit hati. Kalau awak nak betul2 wani lupakan awak kenapa awak datang masa raya tu ? Then bila wani datang balik tanya awak sesenang hati awak suruh wani lupakan awak ? Apa masalah awak sebenarnya farez ? Taknak terus terang tp nak marah2. Memang sekarang hati wani dah berkecai mcm yg awak cakap & awak takkan larat pun kutip n wani takkan benarkan pun awak kutip. biar wani yg kutip sendiri.

     Sekarang farez tahu kenapa dulu setiap kali kita gaduh wani suka diam kan ? Malam yg last kita ws tu wani sakit hati sangat dgn awak. Awak cuba belit2 kan cerita then bg ayat2 sinis kat wani. So wani main cakap je apa yg wani nak sbb wani nak menang wani nak sakitkan hati awak balik. Wani rasa bersalah gila kat farez sbb wani ckp mcm2 pasal farez sbb tu malam tu wani nak minta maaf nak terus terang tp benda jd lain faham tak ? Benda yg sepatutnya wani terus terang terus jadi lain. Entahlah farez wani mmg akan hidup dgn rasa bersalah ni but i promise you i can deal with it. Nak wani ws minta maaf balik kat awak ? Tak wani takkan buat dah. Wani akan pergi jauh drpd hidup awak sbb tu yg awak nak kan ? so live with it. Kita buat hal kita sendiri.

     Then wani tak repy pun last ws farez kan ? sbb wani taknak benda get worst than before. Wani takut nnt wani ckp akan ada ayat yg sakitkan hati farez lagi. Wani malas nak gaduh dgn farez. So when you say assalamualaikum wani jwab dalam hati je sbb ikutkan kalu nak taip mmg mcm2 ayat lg wani bagi nak sakitkan hati awak balik. Kalaulah kan KALAU farez baca ni tp wani tau farez takkan baca but i just want to say it. Im really sory for what i have done to you. I have to do it since people around me asked me to do it. You will never know the true story because i want to keep it from you. Wani dah malas nak bercakap pasal awak dah lepas ni sbb malam yg last kita ws wani nak mintak maaf pun boleh jd gaduh. So i gave up already. Go and find someone else. No need to come back.

     Wani nak awak cakap tp awak taknak. Kau memang kejam farez. Mungkin farez nmpk wani cakap macam2 pasal farez tp tu semua sbb wani nak buat semua org nmpk yg wani benci farez wani dah lupakan farez. Wani taknak nmpkkan yg wani terhegeh hegeh kat farez. Wani still ada maruah. Tp since kita dah buat keputusan nak lupakan masing2 you said that you already have someone else then yes i will do the same. Wani mcm tak sangka ending kita mcm ni. Awak dgn ego awak yg tinggi melangit. Wani dah cuba rendahkan ego wani tp farez tak appreciate pun. So yess. This is the time. you want me to go then i will go. Wani takkan pandang belakang lagi farez. Farez jagan datang lagi. jangan tunjukkan muka awak dpn wani. Now you are just another picture to burn. Jam yg farez bagi tu. Farez suruh wani buat apa yg wani nak untuk lupakan farez kan.

     Wani akan buang jam tu. Wani akan buang semuanya. Wani akan tinggalkan semuanya. Harap farez bahagia dgn keputusan yg awak buat sendiri.

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