so Assalamualaikum, it has been a long time since tak update blog. There are many stories to write but I just don't know where to start first. I'm just so confuse with what had happened in my life.  Too speechless to say. Firstly about farez, yaa there he is ! haha, ingat tak kita dah clash ? and after that we lost contact since I blocked and running away from you ? It sounds funny right ? dah dekat setahun kita lost contact then kita jumpa balik dkt "KTM RAWANG" masa balik dari asrama. But I keep running away from you. Then masa raya suddenly farez whatsapp wani balik and I just so speechless. Dan kita pun berbaik mcm biasa and now kita lost contact balik. Our stories is just so complicated, first farez jd secret admire wani then kita kawan lepas dekat  5-6 bulan kita couple setahun lebih after that kita clashed and lost contact. Then tahun ni masa bulan puasa tetiba kita jumpa balik dkt ktm rawang masa raya pulak kita contact each other balik and kita lost balik since you gone and missing just like that. I just wondering why you came back farez ? why ? Do you know how hard it is for me to forget about you ? Do you know ?! No you don't right ? Lepas wani clashed dgn farez wani tak pernah serious dgn lelaki and tak pandang pun diorang.

        Farez datang masa wani dah boleh lupakan farez and until now wani langsung tak boleh lupakan farez. Wani tahu masa kita contact balik tu wani mcm tak tahu apa2 pasal farez. And yes I admit that, wani cuma taktau apa2 pasal awak sbb dah sekat setahun kita tak contact. Yes mmg wani taktau apa2 pasal farez sbb farez tak pernah nak cerita pasal diri farez sendiri, and bila farez datang balik sekarang farez cuba cerita pasal diri farez and I just like why you told me all of this things ? and then you left me again. ha ha ha, sakit tahu sakit ? kau datang masa aku dah boleh lupakan kau dan sekarang aku mula tak boleh lupakan kau balik. Kenapa farez buat semua ni ? setiap kali wani nak terima org lain je farez mesti ada, setiap kali wani nak terima org lain je wani mesti mimpikan farez. Then you left me again n again. Wani taktau siapa wani bagi farez tp wani penat main teka teki mcm ni. There is no one can make my heart beat fast except for you. THERE IS NO ONE. Wani taktau kenapa farez datang balik, maybe sbb farez bosan or farez dah clash dgn gf farez then dtg balik dekat wani. Wani taktau nak percaya ke tak yg farez tak ada suka or couple org lain while you with me or after me. Wani taktau nak percaya ke tak sebenarnya bila farez cakap you only have me even after you broke up with me. Farez ckp lepas dgn wani farez cuma fikir pasal study je and you asked me to ask your friends so i will know the truth and trust you. Im trying hard for myself to forget about you but it seems like did not work at all. Kita contact sekarang guna whatsapp je but since phone wani rosak kita tak contact langsung and I love being like this because it helps me to forget about you but it hurts.

        Tp lagi sakit bila farez datang tunjuk caring awak then you left me again just like before. Tp wani terkejut bila farez tahu semua pasal wani. Wani ingat farez langsung tak sedar siapa wani  and nmpknya farez tahu siapa wani and farez tak pernah tunjuk yang farez tahu semua pasal wani. Wani pindah sekolah mana pun farez tahu and I wondering how do you know sbb wani blocked farez dkt fb twitter pun sama. And farez still ingat semua pasal kita, farez cerita balik dkt wani and I so speechless sbb wani ingat farez tak pernah kisah and amek tau. I thought you already forgot about us. Wani ingat semua yg jd farez tak pernah ambik kisah lg nak ingat. sekarang semua benda wani tertanya tanya bacause farez terlampau perahsia bg wani. And I just so surprised when you told me masa kat ktm farez kenal wani sbb cara wani jalan. Lol mmg cara jalan aku unik pun enn sampai semua org sedar tp wani tak pernah pulak fikir farez sedar. And you also know that I cant even say the alphabet of R. Farez tahu cara wani bercakap even kita otp boleh kira 4-5 kali je masa kita couple even kita couple setahun lebih. nak dating aihh mmg tak pernah lah cite dia. Pernah pun sekali je masa hari kantin kat sekolah rendah and then kita jumpa macam tu je kat sekolah tp tak pernah bertegur. Yaa our love story is so weird to understand. So just forget it. I wish I can move on and forget about you. I wish so............

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